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Zoned Out

from Alienated (Deluxe) EP by Fresh C

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“Zoned out” was originally written in 2014 by Fresh shortly after being clinically diagnosed with PTSD (Post traumatic stress disorder) released a year later on the heavily praised EP: “ALIENATED” only to be removed in early 2017. The fans asked for “Zoned Out” to be rereleased on 12/19/18. Fresh released it in a remastered quality for the fans and PTSD survivors to enjoy.

lyrics

V1
Been walking on the tightrope between life and death
Fighting these inner thoughts for so long almost forgot who I am
You only know me for what's on the surface
My purpose and my goals
I've never been shot but my heart is full of holes

I'm disappointed
I ain't get to be the man my grandfather wanted me to be
Can't say one of my damn family members know me or V
I say V, cause that's my son, they left him too
History repeats itself something I promised I'd never do
Devoted my time and earnings everything to the stu
Some people think I'm out my fucking mind for what I do
If you don't believe in yourself who the fuck gonna believe in you

(Chorus)
Zoned out
I'm drink til I pass out
Zoned out
I'm smoke til I pass out
I'm zoned out
Find out what this life's about
I'm zoned out
I'm drink til I pass out

V2
Drowning my sorrows in a bottle full throttle
Doubt I'll make it to see tomorrow
Grandma clutching on the bible saying prayers for me
While I'm hitting them high notes
No telling where I'll go
It's hell or the high road
Product of my environment grew up in the ghetto
Momma said let go
But how can I let go
When I witnessed the devil in the city of angels
Enemies cocked back
Bullets ricochet off my halo
Never will I let go
As long as the pain flow
Leaking through my lyrics I'm always gonna let the blood show
For some it's motivating for others it's painful

I speak for the have not's the shooters and slum lords
Terrified when they gotta meet up with the landlord
Fathers never came home
All we had were some headphones, broken dreams and empty wallets
I still never lost hope

Remember eating my thoughts for lunch, sleep for dinner
Porky said rehearse your bars so your delivery better
That was my dawg and they put 6 in his sweater
12 years old holding my dead friend saying it's gonna get better

Ain't a damn thing you can tell me I done been through that
I survived the flames of hell you can see scars on my back
42nd & 3rd that's where the dried blood be at
I promised from that day on I'm moving forward I'm never looking back
Tell me what the fuck you know about that

(Chorus)

Zoned out
I'm drink til I pass out
Zoned out
I'm smoke til I pass out
I'm zoned out
Find out what this life's about
I'm zoned out
I'm drink til I pass out
I'm zoned out
I'm drink til I pass out
I'm zoned out
I'm smoke til I pass out
I'm zoned out

credits

from Alienated (Deluxe) EP, released October 23, 2016
Written by Cody B Silva, Fresh C
Recorded at Beats By Choc Studios, Tempe, AZ
Recorded by Tony Choc, Fresh C
Additional Production by Qux
Head Engineer Tony Choc,
Assistant Engineer Quixxotik
Mastered by Fresh C, Quixxotik, Tony Choc

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